Why am I sat sleepily behind my laptop with a brew? Good question.

I'm not all that sure what I aim to get out of this blog. Maybe it's just a way to get my writing out there? Maybe someone might find what I write interesting? Who knows..

Anywho! This is a poster I was asked to make at University about my goals. My goals aren't concrete.. as you can tell.. I love horror, I've always loved horror. I love every aspect of it and all I want to do is surround myself in it and drown in the creepy fascinating world that engulfs me.

Read Horror :- 

Anyone who knows me personally will know my heart belongs between the pages of my favorite books. I have a passion for characters and stories. I love losing myself in someone else's world and feeling so enveloped and engrossed that I forget it's not the real world. Happiness lies in a good book for me, I don't read just horror, I mostly read young adult fiction, I prefer my books to be part of a series, it just gives you more time to fall in love with the characters and the world. Books are definately a part of my future, no matter where I end up in the future I'll have a book in my hand whilst I'm there

Write Horror :-

I'm not sure wether I'll ever be a successful or published writer, but I am now, and always will be a writer, even if I'm the only one who reads it, I will write. Other people's books, words & stories have got me through some of the most difficult times of my life and my ultimate goal as a writer will be to repay that favour by doing the same for someone else. I hope that one day my characters and my world will be an escape for someone who needs it. I think sometimes the ability of the writer is so underestimated. I mean who hasn't read a book or watched a film and fell in love with it? Who hasn't took comfort in someone else's reality when their own reality didn't seem up to scratch? I have one thousand times over. The world needs that, the world need alternate stories and worlds to delve into on the days that make your heart or your head ache, one day I hope to create the world.

Draw Horror :-

I am in no way shape or form an artist of any description, but I really, really love to draw, doodle and illustrate. I love drawing comic book scripts and I have on obscene amount of fineliners! I love to doodle though, it's an amazing way to relieve stress and it's a good way to let your mind run away with itself, Problem is though I always end up wanting new tattoos when I draw designs I love! It's so easy to fall in love with a design, I love drawing and it's something I'm really passionate about, who knows maybe when I write my book I'll illustrate my own cover art, how cool would that be? Ofcourse maybe I won't.. we'll see! 

So this was just a little something about me and what will hopfully be my future? I don't know. Maybe this time next year I'll be a bit more concrete about exactly where I want to be, but for now these goals are perfect for me.

Rest In Peace,

Gotheebean.